letters to you

Dear chicken,
when i wrote this letter, i was listening to the song that you told me in the past time that you love it, the song that you often sang in front of me. hm i still love you, bytheway. you know? today is the......................................uh i cant explain, idk why. it's just like someone punch my heart. i feel that im not too strong to see you, im not too patient to see you with your whole heart. and i feel sad when you are very happy. isn't that too mean? well, yeah i think. but im just a girl--an ordinary girl--honestly this afternoon i wanted to scream!!!!!!!! sometimes i think, cant i feel something little better than this huh? and i think again and i get the answer, i feel it because i choose it. i choose to love you, i choose to accept everything that will be happen--even the worst--, i choose to let you get your best with her and once more i choose to keep loving you althought there will be more and more tears if i choose it. and i have to accept all the risks from the options, right? so, actually i shouldn't be sad, i should happy for you because you are my friend. my lovely friend. and chicken, today my aunt said "don't give up, dear! they are just go on a date, not marry. if you still want to try, just try it. or you will be dissapoint because you don't do anything" hahahahahahaha cool aunty hihi. and now i confuse about what should i choose? try to get you or let you go? hhhhhhh chicken, about next 11 day will be the last time we meet. honestly i feel two feelings about it. first, i absolutely sad. because it means that ill never see you anymore, ill never see your beautiful dark brown eyes, your dazzling smile and your lovely chuckle and maybe i cant have the last moment with you. second, i feel happy. if that is the last day we meet, i hope i can forget you because ill never see you anymore. and there won't be tears anymore. i really hope that we can find our mr/ms right. i'll happy, you'll happy. sounds great, right? hm well i think that's all i want to say to you. hope you will be more happy with your choose and i'll be more patient person so i can accept the risks from my choice.

love, irin

Dear chicken's,
hello girl. you are so lucky for being chicken's. hmm for the first i'll say sorry for my love to your boyfriend and i never think that i can replace you. FYI, i never hate or angry to you lho yaaaaaa. i really thanks for your big love for chicken. you are guys (with chicken) are rock guys! what should i call you? hmmmm how about princess? because sometimes i call chicken prince (sorry). heh i believe you are the right person for chicken, princess. i believe you will make him more happier. i hope you are the best girl for him. take care for him ya, dont too much fight for you guys. i don't want see you or chicken sad because of that. i never see chicken so happy like when he is with you, never see him like that since i know him. hhhhhh idk what should i say anymore, princess. hey what i said is the truth ya, im not lying. fuh may be that's all, princess. i hope you and chicken will happy together now and whenever. do your best for chicken, he loves you, really really loves you. see ya

love, irin